Hearts Sick

the heart incapable
a soul unwilling

yes, i
thought the best of you
saw what i wanted to see
believed in you
i ended up deceiving me

this unsatisfied emotion
from stunted growth

material love hunting
the replacement of joy
busy with things
outward appearances
happiness does not equal
exteriors

the easy fix
let's run for relief
run from commitment
this time who's the thief

no more pressure or stress
still no regrets
mindlessly made the bed
with words you've spoken
the truth left unsaid

you're not mad
you're just sad
you think you're happy
you think you're glad
better off just being who you are
bad